Hello ladies,
I am new here. I am interested in becoming a dancer. However, I need some advice. I have some weight to lose. I am trying to lose it within 3 months. I have a few concerns. I am now 24, but I have been told by several people that I look very young and innocent (I guess.) Anyhow, I am not use to attention and this past Saturday when I went out for a run I was whistled at so much. I am not use to that. I got a boob job almost a year ago to take me from a DD to a G. I was thinking that that was the reason. However, I was realizing that has been happening to me since I was a kid. Men (teachers or people I just knew) always gave me extra attention. It was never sexual, but it never made me feel uncomfortable.
I'm not use to getting attention. I grew-up in a very dysfuntional family life. I kind of figured that once I got the boob job that I was eventually going to do modeling, but I have always thought about dancing. Now I don't have any formal training and I feel so uncoordinated. I guess I should learn to dance alone naked at home in high heels. I do have two people that are very supportive of my decision. Other than that I have not and don't plan to tell any family. I live with my boyfriend and he understands that this is something that will make me happy and that I really want to put my new boobs to good use.![]()
My concern is that when I was born (very premature-only 1 1/2 lbs) I had to have emergency surgery two weeks after I was born to save my life. It seems as though the scars from that surgery have grown as my body has grown. I have a 4-5 inch scar straight across the middle of my belly button and then I have two indents on either side where the tape was that was hodling my tubes in place. The areas are about an 1" across my right side and an 1" across and then sort of down my left side.
What I'm asking is can I still strip. I don't think make-up will help it and I don't really want to use it unless its for my face. What is strange it that when I was a kid it didn't bother me. It didn't start becoming an issue until about a year or so ago. Even after working out it will always be there.
I have had a few lovers in life (okay late in life for me) and none of them cared about some stupid scar. I really am scared that it will hold me back. I will not have plastic surgery to fix it because I think it shows that I'm a fighter for life (in the sense that I fought to stay here.) Not to mention that I'm scared surgery will just make it worse. I just don't want people to be turned off by it. And the place that I want to work is completely nude.
I'm looking for advice, but I guess I'm also looking to boost my self-confidence.



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I think that would be considered reconstructive so insurance will probably cover it.

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