How can I make this feeling go away?! I danced for almost a year, made great money, bought lots of nice stuff, and then I met this guy, my current boyfriend for 7 months now, and he's so awesome. He's the best guy I could ever imagine. After a few months with him, I decided to quit because I knew it would make him happy (he never asked me to quit, but it did make him happy) and because I was starting to get really depressed with competing with prostitutes, even though I still made 300-700 a night. Also I was starting to hate men so much, it made daily interactions difficult. Anyway, I work at a computer store now and it sucks. I make about $50 a day, and they make me work days I don't want to and stupid hours (tomorrow I have to go in at 4:30 am for inventory!) I just don't have time to go to school full time and work 40 hours a week like they want me to, especially when I have a wonderful boyfriend to visit!
I know I shouldn't go back to dancing, it would only damage this great relationship I have, and would make me hate men all over again, but man, I hate working so much and having so little money! I guess there's no easy fix for this -- I just have to suck it up and realize that this is how it is when you have a stupid retail job. Does anyone have any advice/experiences to share?



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