So after my stint with dancing I was just like most dancers; not exactly shy about showing all bar the thong (was a topless dancer).
Now that I don't dance, and most people don't know about my secret past, they get the impression I'm a total prude and conservative etc.
I feel *weird* wearing cleavagey things or being overtly sexual for free! I see girls downtown wearing all manner of slutty gear and I just wonder why anyone would do it if they're not getting money thrust at them.
I very rarely wear 'tittie' tops and such and I try to explain to my husband why I tend to only do 'shows' at home rather than wearing skirts up the wazoo and cleavage tops down to 'there' out in public (aside from it being so not cool for a 30 year old). Why on earth would I give all the blokes a free show and the opportunity to objectify me and not talk to my face?
It is definitely a side effect of stripping. I have zero 'need' to show an overtly sexy side because I sexed myself sideways on stage all that time wearing crystal lycra and whatever....
The irony is that people think I'm just a good girl who doesn't dress that way. Oh how I laugh... ain't no such thing as a free show from a stripper! (even after retirement).
Which leads me to a job I did yesterday for a TV commercial where I was in a bubble bath... there was all kind of hushed speaking, 'closed set', blah blah blah for poor precious me because they thought i'd be shy about getting the girls out.
I had a bikini on and they thought it was a big deal for me to get my top off under the bubbles! I would've been quite comfortable darting round the set in a thong and no top... but of course I didn't tell them that.. I just let them baby me...
all that fuss for a hint of boobies.
A stripper history is a secret weapon for conservative girl...



all that fuss for a hint of boobies.
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Being so sexual at work definately changes the way you look at your body outside of work. I feel bad for my boyfriend sometimes though because I can be so conservative at times and I know he wishes I'd get dressed up like I do at work every once in awhile!
My God....
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