Well as I mentioned in a previous thread I got a willy pulled out at me.... Hah... If that was only the end.
I worked my first (and last) Sunday and man.... I'm just going to stick to my Tuesdays and Fridays.
I had my first fight with a customer! I am very passive... To the point where if someone is touching me I cant even tell them to stop I just move away... But of course after the guy wippin out his wang I've gotten a little more... Well.. agressive.
Some guys insisted on blowing all over my entire body calling it the best blow job I had.... Paleeasse.... So I get away from that creep and I'm dancing for another guy and the guy interupts my dance! Ugh... So whatever moneys money... I dance for blow job asshole to get off my back.... Not only was he being so crude (calling me a bitch etc...) other custys were ready to jump but he had the nerve to try and denie paying me and then asked for change. For the first time in my life I threw a fit at a customer and I even said something about him not even tipping me for treating me like a whore!
Well after that happened I was quite over whelmed in emotion. I went straight to the dressing room and flipped telling what happened and for NO girls to dance for him.
I was so overwhelmed I almost missed my stage set. I said something to housedaddy later when he asked me what was up. Again... like always I got the "come and get us we'll kick him out"
....Well it doesnt end there.
So some other customer sees my hard time and buys me Shirley Temples (I'm under 21) and pays me 20's to sit with him. He was so nice to me all interested in what I like to do (college crap) and my son etc.... Even when I danced for him he just wanted me to dance infront of him. Not on him.
Well after I go and dance for him again he starts all of a sudden rubbing my nipples etc. I ask him kindly to stop and that I wouldnt want him to get kicked out etc... He does it SOMEMORE!!! Finally the dance is over (I dont offer another) and I tell him I need to go fix my contacts (I dont wear contacts..) so I come out of the dressing room and I really had no intention of going right over to him... I had a drink there but we closed it by ending the dance and me going to the dressing room.
I go and talk with these 2 wicked cute guys... We get talking and we know mutual people... I'm havin fun.... ALL OF A SUDDEN the nipple rubbin creep comes over and just sits there WAITING for me. I tell him I'm just cathcing up with some highschool friends (lie that they went along with...) and that I was leaving soon (my shift WAS over)
Creepy asshole waits outside the dressing room and by then my dumb ass has gone over 48 hours without my prozac and I'm about to throw up from anxiety. I feel betrayed and discusted.
I get myself together and with cellphone and keys in hand the bouncer escorts me to my car allowing me to go out through the next buildings parking lot and I tell him I swear to god no one leaves this building till I have driven out of sight. The bouncer agrees.
Later I call the club to speak with a friend who saw the guy get all flustered when I excaped out the back (he was trying to follow me out the front)
Man....
It was a rough night. I mean I made good money and all but all and all it was just a hard night. Enough where I almost handed over the key to my locker.
Theres this girl there... she calls me the "normal girl" and I always just thought it was because I wasnt sexy or something... just average but now I realise I'm the normal girl because my emotion runs strong... I am me inside and outside the club and I care way to much.... Nothing can be brushed off my sholder because I wear my heart on my sleeve.
I guess I'm the normal girl because I take offence to a man treating me like a whore and a man risking my safety.... My friends say I will never be fit to be a stripper but I think I'm just not fit to be an actress... Stripping isnt just about dancing its not just about a nice body or sexy moves.... Its about something else... Something else I dont have.
What a blog.



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