so i received the "doll of the month" award at my club (thee dollhouse) for december. it's nice to be appreciated, plus it comes with some money and a nice big arrangement of roses. the only thing i don't like about it is that i have to wear this "doll of the month" sash every time i go on stage (for my first song) during the month. i can't help but feel like some cheesey pagent contestant, like i should be doing the "queenly wave". also, it's sort of ironic because special attention of any kind (even though this is no biggie) makes me uncomfortable. i say it's ironic because i take my clothes off for people all day and that doesn't bother me. it's the added attention to it that makes me feel nervous. anyway, do any of your clubs do similar such awards? do you guys feel weird about them? don't get me wrong, i think it's cool and i'm not ungratefull. i just tend to overthink things i guess.



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if there gonna make you wear a sash, you might as well play it up.
must... stop... giggling...
Be a jerk and make the DJ play the Miss America theme! (kidding!)
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My God....
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