Okay, so he's been calling.... for months. He wants me back. I dont' want HIM back. Whatever, that's not so much the point... He knows I was dating this guy and the guy ended up not wanting a relationship. That sucked. First time it ever happened to me, but I will deal with it, right? My ex wants me to hate this guy/never talk to him again/anything remotely like that. So, I'm on the phone with my ex tonight telling him that I don't want to see him tonight. THat I'm tired and I just want to go to bed. He pushes for info on the guy. I tell him he doesn't want to know. He keeps pushing. I'm like, whatever. Fine, and I tell him (which is basically nothing that exciting). So, his next plan of action? Make me feel like fucking ASS about myself! Apparently, he'd (the ex) been dating this OTHER girl in the first few (read:6) months of our relationship that he decided to "be honest" about tonight. Why tonight? Well, because he's fucking STUPID! Then he tells me that I should have been happy that he accepted me even though I was a stripper and that I should get back with him because no decent guy would want to date a stripper. When I ask why he would date someone else while he's starting a relationship, he said he didn't want to lose me. (GAH!) So, he was seeing this fucking bitch who was making my life hell at the time (apparently, she wasn't as crazy as I thought.... he was putting her up to it in a roundabout way) because she was "cute" and he thought her parents had more money than mine! GOD! I'm so upset, I'm shaking! He told me that by "the way that I was" I wouldn't find anything more than a fuck-buddy. Okay, so yea... I probably dont' have to tell you guys what the actual relationship was like... But I got out. But now my self-esteem is in TATTERS!
I just needed to vent.![]()



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