i think i've decided to give up private parties.
for the last few weeks, i've really been resenting having to go and do them. my show performance has gotten really slack because i can't be bothered with it anymore. i'm getting really, really, REALLY fed up with my agency never answering my phone calls and just generally being unorganised. i'm sick of working 4 nights at the club and 2 nights of private shows and only seeing my boyfriend for 3 minutes a day. i'm sick of letting guys rub oil and lotion all over me, and i'm sick of letting guys lick whipped cream off my boobs. i'm sick of having photos taken of me on camera phones. i'm really over having to do a show at 3pm on one side of the city, and another at 12.30am on the other side of the city. i'm sick of getting guilt tripped when i can't do a show just because my agency has no girls. i'm sick of being relied on.
like i said above, i've really been resenting it lately. every time i get a show now, rather than thinking "yay" i think "ugggh can't be bothered!". and i think i've realised that i just don't want to do private shows anymore.
so today, i'm gonna give notice. i'm already almost completely booked out for december, so i'm gonna tell them i'll finish up what i've got booked for this month, and as of next year, that's it. no more.
gotta go to a show nowbut will continue when i get back as to why this is a tough decision....


but will continue when i get back as to why this is a tough decision....
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