I'm seriously thinking about getting a REAL JOB but still dance now and then. I was offered a flight attendant job but like any other job including dancing, pay sucks when you first start. Its $18 an hour but I'm only garunteed 80 hours a month. Thats less than $1500 a month and I can make that in about 3 days not hustling.
Here is why I am pretty confused or unsure of what I'm doing. I turn 30 in June and granted club owners think I'm only 20 until I show them my ID, I cant dance forever. I love dancing, I really do BUT I havent accomplished dared to make my dreams come true. I want my own bar/restaraunt and a classy one at that. I am basically sitting on that imaginary line where I can stop (or cut down) dancing and become a more mature and resposible adult OR I can still do the job that I absolutely love.
Can I possibly still dance for shits and giggles and be a flight attendant or is that taboo? I've heard of other dancers becoming flight attendants but does anyone know a dancer that still dances but is a flight attendant?
I'm not happy with my life, no where near. Yea I have fun dancing but like I said and we all know it, I cant dance forever. I was thinking of doing the FA/dancing thing for a few years and then do what I really want to do. GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
I want to go to the Culinary Institute of America, the best culinary school but its pricey and very long. I would have to leave my hubby for long periods of time to do this but it will help me achieve my goal of having my own bar/restaraunt.
Its 4 am, I'm on codiene again, and I am depressed and confused.
Can anyone help me figure out what to do? Its really bothering me I havent really done anything with my life, even though I have had a lot of fun.![]()



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. F*ck those that say I'm wasting my life. I'm doing exactly what I want. I'm so happy it is kinda sickening.

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