So I'm gonna let Deon have a good long nap after work tomorrow so he can be ready to get up with zaia at night while Im working. Im nervous to leave her, I hope everything goes smoothly. I NEED to get back to work and I need to trust that he'll hear her at night when she needs to eat. Thats why Im letting him take a good long nap after work...(really i should be getting the nap but screw it)
I feel like i forgot how to dance. LOL and Im not done bleeding yet (that postpartum crap)....so it sucks i gotta wear black t-backs but oh well.hopefully a tampon holds!
I know I know I really shouldnt be goin back this early but right now I got no choice I got so many bills. ANd I feel like Azaia will be ok. Just bein a worrisome mommy,i guess. gotta geet to pumpin milk!
wish me luck!



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