Hi. Girls. It been ages since I came here. Well I went to an audition at Spearmint Rhinos -London- and it was quite nice, I caught the attention of a guy who was watching some girl dance fro him (actually she was really good) watched me instead )which made me feel real nice). See I can dance good, I don’t think its up to standards to stripping cause I still need to learn but I can SO dance. The girls where quite friendly, well two of them and the bouncers where amazingly nice. Always I was little big then but had lost weight and felt good, I went and well, did what I did and loved being on stage, loved the work place and everything.
See this is big ass turning point for me. I was abused by my dad and well always and this confidence problem and naked issues. Although dancing has always been a love and getaway of mine. Anyways when I was walk onto that stage, A smiled spread itself on my face, A big FAT HAPPY SMILE. I’ve tried everything I thought I’ll like before that and couldn’t even go two weeks, if even one but the Smiled I got on stage, the feeling of being beautiful and dancing (its my therapy) plus, Naked and being centre of attention Made feel better than I ever done before. I know the up’s and down and all that …of stripping. I been though enough and I have a head on my shoulders, means I Know this is the job for me, at least until I change my mind which haven’t happened yet.
With all that said. I got turned down because I was little big. The manager or hose mother hen. (I think) told me I was good but I needed to drop the weight and if I come back I’ll definitely have a good shot at it. She was using the TONNING word more though, not so much of loose weight. --Tone a bit and you’ll be perfect--
The TJ was awesome and I loved his company, the bouncer was the best. He explained everything and I told him that I was worried that I was too big, he said they took girls of all sizes. He made me feel a lot better and less nervous. Yeah. So she said I need to tone up and to come back. I walked out with the bouncer and he told me I was great, better than he seen for a bit now, he said he loved my body (big ass, curved hips, small waist, thighs) but I guess he was black, it was his taste. He said my dancing was great, in tune and everything, he complimented me and all but did say a little toning would be good cause the Place has standards and all, he was really nice about it, he explained that you get good money there and its really respectful. He told me about the restaurant, rules and said that I should definitely come back, he said that he’ll be working there for the next fiver years and he’ll definitely remember me. I dunno but I think I have a good chance here and I feel so much at home.
So I’ve lost a little weight since even thought I think I look good it might not be good enough yet. So I want to tighten-up a little more. So…here is the help I need.
I don’t seem to get rid of this really annoying tiny tummy, well people say its nothing but I don’t like it. I want to shape-up and tone if not loose a little of my hips and get rid of my thighs a lot-ish. My bum, I love it big, so I want to tone it up and lift it more (its already a great ass, I just need to polish it)
Its this is possible.
Here is my to tic list and what kind of exercise, how long I need to do. I’m giving myself two months, plus I’m eating good too, considering that I loose weight and put weight of fast it might not take me that long.
So.
Bum- tone and lift…A overall polish- What exercise? How long a day? Or what machine at the gym?
Hips: Tighten and diminish a little- A overall polish- What exercise a day? How long? Or what machine at the gym?
Thighs: tighten, lose- - What exercise? How long a day? Or what machine at the gym?
I’m planning on joining the Gym cause boy I want to look good for this job and for myself. So girls. Help?:'(



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