
Originally Posted by
kenzi_20
Im having major issues here. My ex of almost 3 years decided to call it quits,aliitle over a year ago,because i wasnt working or *helping out*,so he says. so i moved out of the house and stayed with a brother of mine about a hour away. i met this guy who i started dating and i ended up pregnant the thing is i dont know who the father is,i dont know if its my first ex or the second one,but im thinking its the first exes,child.anyways me and the second guy got engaged and i was miserable thw whole time because i really wanted to be with my my first ex,but he didnt want me,he said i had a lot of things to prove and etc.i moved back in with my frist ex about 5 months ago because my brother kicked me out of his house* i wasnt getting along with his girlfriend* and now im 9 months along,about to pop. me and the second ex broke up about 4 months ago and i have no plans of ever getting back with him,its just i dont want to date or be with anyone if its not my first ex. the man still doent know what he wants,he makes up all these excuses like, i dont know if your who i want,i want to date someone else to see if it is you i want,blah blah freakin blah...i think one reason why he doesnt want to date me right now is because he wants to see who the dad is,which i guess you cant blame him. but we act like were dating 99% of the time,like i sleep in the same bed with him,we were having sex but stoped due to the fact he says he doesnt want to confuse me,me hug alot,etc. when ever someone ask is that your girlfriend/wife, he always says yes! wtf? we were engaged for almost a year before we broke up,how can you just loose felling over someone that fast? then about 2 months after we broke up he was trying to hook up with a coworker,who i use to always accuse him of wanting to date,guess i was right. theres also a big age difference,im 19 hes 36,but i do love him and i know he loves me,but at times i feel like hes just a pervert going after younger chicks,because he always looks at profiles of girls my age,so i dont know what yo think. he doesnt like the ideal of me wanting to be a dancer,he thinks ill end up on drugs,etc. if he doesnt want to date me after the babys born and we find out who the dad is thats when im moving on,i dont know if ill ever want to date again,but i know i cant go on living life wanting someone who doesnt even want me back. so what do yall think of all this?
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