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    So I had to call in for work- again! Dammit all. I ate food yesterday I knew damn well I should not- cannot- eat, and lo and behold. But I didn't think I'd get this sick. I was up all night in agony, and things are still painful. Ouch ouch ouch. I'm a wuss. Digestion sucks. I hate my body for it's retarded inability to just digest. I forsee death by colon cancer in ten years. I feel like an eighty year old/ colicky baby all in one.

    I'm sorry to complain. I'm just so frustrated. I've vowed to start a juice fast tomorrow...I didn't even brave tea today, because I thought anything else ingested would just be a bigger burden.

    So my question- what to do about lack of willpower? Like, not just lack of willpower in terms of "Oh no, I'll get fat", but the kind that's simple self-preservation. This is poison for me! It's like a diabetic who can't stop eating cookies until she dies. If I don't learn to totally respect my dietary limitations, well then it's over. Is there some book or something? Do juice fasts help mentally to regroup attitudes about food? I hope so. I plan on doing one for at least five days. Wish me luck...

    (and apologies for this thinly veiled rant)

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    Quote Originally Posted by mollyzmoon View Post
    So my question- what to do about lack of willpower? Like, not just lack of willpower in terms of "Oh no, I'll get fat", but the kind that's simple self-preservation. This is poison for me!
    it's tough, because those poison things are soooo tasty.

    i totally did this too - my body threatened to shut up shop after xmas day.

    it's ok to go on a bender every now and then, if only to remind you why you generally don't.

    the pain you're in now is enough to trigger your resolve not to do it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Nautilus View Post
    it's tough, because those poison things are soooo tasty.
    Dammit, why does lead have to taste so satisfyingly sugary?

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    ^^

    Man, I don't know. The pain of hangovers helped me stop drinking, but you have to eat food to live. What's your dr tell you?

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    Im with ya Molly, I do not heed my IBS and it's been punishing me. I forsee a new New Year's resolution.....

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    Well its hard to eat like you suppose too, Truthfully I really think they are putting something in the food. that is giving us all these promblems. It seems like food allergies, IBS, Digesting promblems. Is so common, that it is not common. Not to have one of the following promblems. MollyZ Moon i hope you get better. I also hope your newyears rock. Take care girl you are not missing too much at work.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Susan Wayward View Post
    ^^

    Man, I don't know. The pain of hangovers helped me stop drinking, but you have to eat food to live. What's your dr tell you?
    Yeah, it's not like I can't eat- but I can't eat lactose, high-fat stuff, and overly insoluble fibrous stuff (like salad...I can eat salad at the end of a meal, after some nice safely soluble bread...that kinda thing). Oh, and wine. I generally don't drink because that's also a trigger...but but but. The really awful stuff for me is all the good stuff though, lol. Everything tasty at family parties also happens to be high-fat, or at the very least, full of cheese or cream. So what I should have had (potatoes, veggies, white meat, and maybe a tiny slice of pie) got scandalized by some ill-advised gravy, cheese covered cauliflower, and turkey skin. Oh, and more linzetart than I ought to have had. Damn you linzetart!

    Bad, bad me. Oh how I paid. And yes, it does remind me so much of tequila and high school. Cursing the heavens, swearing I'd never drink again. LINZETART! Never again! (*except maybe a tiny little because it's the best thing I've ever eaten in my life...I'm so pathetic).

    I sounded very dumb on the phone with my manager too. I think it might help my case a little that I always turn down his free offers of wine- like "hi, no really, I can't eat/ drink anything, but merci all the same!". Anyway. The worst they can do is fire me I guess. Though I really do vow to get it through my head this time. It's true- it takes an awful bender to remind me. I should write it down, and look back to remind myself (which is exactly what I have to do with toxic boys, and were it not for my moanful diary, I would have perhaps given in to the exes recent texts...woohoo for overcoming selective memory). But sorry to whine some more. I do appreciate the comments! Consider me chastened

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