ok so my boyfriend and i came to an agreement that i would dance until the end of this year and then i would quit. so all up i have been dancing just over 2 months.
anyway i agreed to this deal and now my problem is - i want to keep dancing!
i was not lying at the time i did intend to stop when i agreed to but i don't feel ready to give it up.
im just getting good at it - the hustle, making money etc.
sure it's not the most ideal job in the world from the point of view of a relationship and i understand his insecurities about it.
but before i make more dancing in one night than i used to in a month at my previous job!!
i think it would be foolish to give it up.
not to mention i really want to get a nose job/rhinoplasty and if i continue dancing i can afford to pay for that and my bills and other luxury items that i have been enjoying since i started dancing.
what should i do?
would it be really wrong to go back on my deal?
im already feeling depressed about the thought of stopping and giving up my new found financial freedom. i dont want to resent him for making me stop either.



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) boyfriend that I intend to better my life and keep dancing. Let's see what his reaction is, so I know whether or not to toss him and start the new year without all the bullshit drama and guilt trips."
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