anyone struggle with eating disorders? i think there was a thread on this already
i have for years but learned a new trick that is not "damaging"
anyone struggle with eating disorders? i think there was a thread on this already
i have for years but learned a new trick that is not "damaging"
New trick? I was anorexic and bulemic about... four years ago? Maybe three. Sometimes I dig up old pictures of myself just go to, "wwhhhoooaaaa, I can't BELIEVE I thought I was fat!" But at the same time, I usually wish I could do it again - sick, huh? I've only slipped up a very few times since then.
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I am anorexia and bulimic. It is hard but that iis the way I have been for 15 years. This industry does not help at all.![]()
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Good luck with healing and recovering on your eating disorder. I'm right now going through a very depressed period where I'm certainly not eating enough, but I don't quite think it's an eating disorder.... I just don't have much of an appetite...
on a side not, I thought, b/c the title is e.d.? that this was about Erectile disfunction..lol. but maybe a change of title would help.....




I had anorexia for for years and bulimia for the last five. I once went to see a psychologist about the bulimia cos my teeth and skin were beginning to suffer but it felt like unless i was on deaths door she didnt want to know.
i sometimes wish i could eat normally and have a healthy relationship with food, other times i wish i was as skinny as i was at the worst point of anorexia.
I think E.D's stay with you forever.
Would be inspiring to hear of someone who has completely gotten over one.





Here's 2 old threads on eating disorders
http://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sho...ating+disorder
http://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sho...ating+disorder
http://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sho...lemic+anorexic
http://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sho...light=anorexia
Hun its all damaging. If the new trick doesnt rot your teeth it wil screw up your metabolism. There is really no clear and cut 'healthy' way to have an ED. Any health professional will tell you that. I'll be blunt and say that you need help. If you dont get help it will just get worse like a meth addiction. People can live with an ED for many years of their life but the aftermath is just as damaging as the mental effects of it too.
PLEASE DONT PROMOTE AN EATING DISORDER!!!!!!!!!!!! Youre sick and obviously need help and not one to give advice about helping someone with ED. No wonder you get lipo every few months or so - you dont take care of yourself properly to keep it off.
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I don't vomit when I am in full blown bulimia stage, I use laxiatives. I could use some help right about now. I am going thru mad stress, I can't dance because I stay with my mans family.
I have a huge money problem which is making my Eating Disorder worse.
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^^ Have you ever thought of getting some help? Even just to talk to someone about your stress first. If the stress is causing your ED to flare then at least try to manage that first. If you need to there has got to some free counseling clinic or sliding fee scale place near you. I go to one because I have non-ED problems in my life and its been helping in great ways.
I used to use laxatives too. Its been over 2 months since Ive used them. I used to do it for 1-2 days then stop for weeks. They seriously screw up your digestive system I found out - so I stopped.
Sorry if I am so heated about this because I dont think people should suffer from problems caused by themselves. This is something you can get ahold of and tame down. It sounds so huge but one day, one meal and another urge to fight off will start to help you.
you live like an ivy vine
you can only survive by clinging onto trees
that's your flaw
put down some roots so you can stand on your own
-Kenpachi
Sophiemarie: maybe you should stop surrounding yourself with things that make you feel bad. Also, could you dance but say you're bartending untill you have the money to move out? It's so hard to deal with debt.... but you do have to deal with it.
Or could you get a job from your degree? If dancing makes you have an eating disorder, or adds to it, then maybe it isn't right for you.
And, you've said in the past that your getting lipo isn't a problem, b/c you had the money or w/ever, but if you have that much debt, getting expensive unnecessary procedures probably isn't the answer.




I know I am in a tough sitation. I have to make some kind of move. the new year is here.
My eating disorder is present no matter whether I am dancing or not.
I am actually loosing weight due to my depression. I sleep so much and want to sleep more. This debt shit is killing me.![]()
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Go see someone about your depression. When you start feeling better about yourself = you love yourself enough to take care of your body properly.
On a side note, I never did the laxatives thing. I figured that throwing up was better since once it digests into poop... you're already screwed. I never understood how it could help. Someone explain that to me?
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I don't like to vomit. Laxies was something I use to watch my older sister take. I need help and I know it. I want to go into the hospital. Out patient won't do too much at this point.
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don't you realize that laxatives don't help with weight loss? your intestines still absorb the calories. A binge followed by laxatives will still make you fat.. it will just fuck up your insides at the same time.
You admit you need help, so whats stopping you?
omg a laxie addiction is not fun.. i have been able to stay away from them for 3 years now... honestly? i still have a packof them in my medicine cabinet that i've had for 3 years... like a support blanket.. i hope you're able to get over the addiction...
when i was 16, i was soooooooooo skinny, and thought i was huge... i wish i had known things back then to not take that for granted.. but im certainly not skinny now.. its a long road to recovery, and when you all find it, you'll need support! good luck!!!
<Rhiannon_SW> :that's where Jimmy Hoffa went!* Rhiannon_SW gasps.
I havent had ED but Im somewhat of a wannabe bulimic?
Wannabe should be a loose term, because I dont want to do it to myself but at the same time if I binge too much I just wanna go and throw up all the calories I ate.
Thankfully, I dont have a gag reflection.
My man is really greatful for that too >D
the only time i make myself throw up is when i have a mad hangover and i want all the liquor out of my stomach lol. ED's will kill you before you know it. alot of celebrities have died from it. i think karen carpenter was like in the 70 lbs's when she died....scary.





There is no 'trick' that is not damaging. Every time you starve yourself, you throw up, etc. you are doing damage to your body. Please don't tell people new ways to hurt themselves. Some girls already have bad body images, so telling them how to cheat to get thin is horrible.
I'm not saying you are a bad person. We all have our own demons, lord knows I do, but if you know you have an eating disorder don't help others with the same illness get worse.
Some people lax because they can't stand to have food in their stomachs. Less to do with actual calories and more to do with not liking to feel "full". Not everyone, but some.
Understand that you won't get better until you really want it. I got better when I got tired of not fucking living. I wanted to experience things and go places and do shit. You can't do that when you're sick.
It will all damage you. I have to live with the consequences of what I've done to myself, it does have an effect. Now I'm so glad I can sit down and have a meal, or have the energy to do things, or can focus on better things than damn food!
But none of that will help unless you want it bad enough. And to the OP, you're kidding yourself.
Ms Angela- Please don't start, it's a vicious cycle that you'll regret ever doing. Plus, when you purge (as if this were the worst thing), your glands in your face swell up and you look like a freakin' Cabbage Patch. NOT fun for our line of work. Not sure how serious you were.




In my opinion i think eating disorders are a cry for attention. There was a story about a college girl who was 20 or 21 who started to be bulmeic when she was 18. I don't llok at is as a disorder, to be a disorder you'd have to be born with it.




Its a hard battle that you can never stop fighting. You will fight your ED for the rest of your life. You can't fight it alone, you need a good support system and be educated on all the damage you are doing....only then will the fight be easier to manage.









it's more of the magazine pics that create a false picture on what women should look like. notice you never see a obese woman on any cover. also it is mainly teens that have this "disorder" a few in there 20's.my friend made himself throw up but made it known when he did it, it's like he was waiting for the ultimate response " omg, why are you doing that" " you look great, please you don't need to do that" the attention he craved was all. it got very annoying.





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