Im not really one of those people who pay too much attention to what other people may think of me. But I think everyone at one point or another does consider the fact that they are being judged. Especially in this line of work. I am proud of my body and quite frankly love to dance anyway. Im in touch with my sexuality and feel cofident about using it. But most of all, Im not Paris Hilton who is blessed with Daddy's money! I need to survive as most or all of you already know too well. I feel like Im already trying to justify dancing. I think if you put the money aside, exotic dancing is a beautiful thing. However my family and even some "friends" dont quite see it that way. No matter what, dancing does not define you as a person, if anything, its just another way to make money. However outsiders seem to view it as another form of prostitution. And although thats just ugly people (Inside and out) speaking, Im far from a prostitute and dont like the thought of people putting me in that category. I guess my question is, how do you keep yourselves centered? I have so much going on with having cancer and struggling to pay my medical bills along with rent etc, I dont want to get off track and lose sight of what Im trying to accomplish in the future. Dancing will help me do these things.![]()



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