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    Hey everyone, I haven't really posted in awhile here, just lurked..hah. The last month especially has been really hard. I found out that what the doctors originally thought was a pineal cyst is actually now a 2cm germinoma tumor. Needless to say, I have been feeling quite sick lately and on top of that, there is
    1. The stress of telling my friends, family, and boyfriend which I already did
    2. Finishing up work which I have been working 9 hours a day most days so I am exhausted and going to miss the girls I work with soo much
    3. I am MOVING in 2 days to my parents house, then moving a week later to live with my boyfriend across the province.

    Needless to say, I am stressed.... I wake up in pain every day , have to rely on pain pills until I start radiation and hopefully see faster results, and I puke all the time. My body is so tense I need daily massages to unwind me and I break out in tears constantly. I am pretty sure I am not going to die, I think there is a 59% chance of survival with treatment, so I am trying not to worry about that. I never have TIME to worry about it with all of this other stuff going on.

    On top of that, I am having second thoughts about moving down to live with my boyfriend, and second thoughts about the relationship altogether....I am afraid of the intensity I suppose since I feel he is my twin flame (aka, my male half....we are too similar.) My ex BF has been here for me throughout this whole time though and I am also feeling guilty about leaving him behind....we are such good friends and have shared so much. He was the one driving me to the hospital when I was having seizures at work and staying with me.

    So yes, drama rama, but I feel a bit better getting this out there, even if it is just in writing. I don't really have any questions or anything, I would just like any general insights/suggestions I guess. Thanks again.
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    Wow. I hope you feel better. My brother survived having a tumor at a young age. Make sure you get enough rest...and eat healthy.

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    Thanks, I am pretty sure once I am done work for a bit and actually have a chance to relax and think, I will feel a lot better. I am just really stressed out and thinking, if I am in this much pain now, how the heck am I going to feel in a week...month....year....etc.
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    I have to say, it's a bit disconcerting to see more posts on topics about celebs and jeans... ugh.
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    ^ -raised eyebrows- you can't complain because you haven't been contributing. You want to read about deep stuff then you need to be posting. That sucks that you're sick; I hope that you'll find a lot of comfort from your network of family and friends, as well as in Stripperweb-- even those celeb and jean postswill come in handy to help you keep your mind off the bad stuff sometimes.

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    Oh, I know that. I guess that's true, if I was on here way more than I am sure it would be different. I just work way too much I guess, but since that will be ending as of today actually, maybe you'll see my post count magically climb.
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    I hope everything turns out ok!!!!!! I'm sorry I did not see this thread until today. I will pray for you.
    "The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."

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    The body is an amazing thing. You have to stay positve about your recovery. Negativity will only hinder your recovery. Tell yourself EVERYDAY....I am a strong woman, and I CAN beat this! Life throws alot of hurdles and obstecles in our way. Its how we face them and handle them that makes us stronger. Cry when you need to, but don't forget to smile when the tears are dry.

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    I can't offer much when I'm going through emotional issues myself. So I give this to you instead In life I think we are given things we can handle eventhough we see them to be incredibly hard to get over. You will get over this and be stronger than before.
    you live like an ivy vine
    you can only survive by clinging onto trees
    that's your flaw
    put down some roots so you can stand on your own
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    Oh yes, I know positivity is what helps us to heal. Sometimes you just have those moments where you are overwhelmed, you know? Usually I am such a happy, goofy dork. Loving, caring and all that good stuff. I am just having a bad week but I am sure once I am out at my parents ranch, bored out of my skull but relaxed I will feel quite a lot better. Thanks again
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    I don't have anything wise to say...just that I feel bad for your situation and hope that you can stay positive. Best of luck and good wishes to you..

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