Well tonight was the second night ive gone home with nothing. Thats right ladies and gents, nothing. Except for the one $5 I got on stage.
These past few weeks seem to be so difficult. All last week I made no money. Then on sunday night I didnt even get a chance to sit down, i was so busy. I seem to be having a really hard time at things, and i dont know whats changed. My dancing is still the same. I look the same. I think im acting the same.
I read hustle hut every night before work. But i dont seem to be doing much better. Its easy to say that i shouldnt be discouraged. But, when ive been turned down by every guy in the club. And,when i see the tall thin blonde girls walking out with fist-fulls of cash. Its hard to stay positive.
Im not making very good money. When i got into this everyone said they made awsome cash. Way better than i ever would waitressing. Now i feel like a lame ass for leaving my waitressing job, and because now im lying to my waitress friends about how well I do!
Any suggestions? advice?



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The business just bent me over the last couple months before my retiring. I didn't look any different, or hustle any worse.. it just made me realize dancing isn't what it used to be.
) If the OP is happy with the way she looks, then that should be what matters. She should tell herself more often, so that she remembers this at work, and in return will come across as more confident and sexy. However, if she WANTS to lose weight or change her hair color, she should do it because then she will be happier with herself and it might look very good on her. I went through the same thing with my implants...I knew that getting implants would raise my earnings, but I also got them because I had wanted them and because I had hated my boobs since the 4th grade.
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