So I know we all have to have thick skin to do our type of work right???
Well this last weekend I went to this really small club here in Sacramento and I had just lost 15 pounds which wasn't very easy at all! I hit the gym 5 days a week and was doing every night 119 situps along with jumproping okay!
So this man comes up to me and he asks me why was I hurting myself because I wasn't getting any dances and that he just felt soo hurt by seeing me go up to men and they shoot me down that maybe I should hit the gym and stop eating and then come back when I lost 100 pounds !!!!!
Now I have a myspace its Gymgirlygal25 if you all do the myspace thing please, please tell me what you ladies think!
I ran out crying my eyes out because I was hustling soo hard that night and I only made 200 and I was breaking my back and playing lets make a deal that when he told me that it was like F**** I just didn't know how to come out of that mind set.
So now whenever I go to the gym I'm always hearing that mans voice in my head and when I look in the mirror I see a fat girl staring back at me?
has this ever happen to anyone before? I feel soo fat, ugly and very alone!
Help!



So I know we all have to have thick skin to do our type of work right???
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