well I finally fell asleep @ 9am only to wake up at 12:30...
Fark sake, I am really over this... I thought I would never say this, but right now the other girl is winning the battle
I think I may take a long walk today and try to burn some emotions, I have a place I walk to often and it is calming and relaxing, but I still feel like I just want to beat the shit out of something... either verbally or physically *argh*
I tried reading last night, both a book and a magazine, I watched tv, went on the net, listened to music....
I really feel I am holding this grudge

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