today was my first day back to work in 2 1/2 weeks because of my ankle. i was so excited to go back. but now i think i'm giving up dancing for good. i havent been this upset in a really long time.
i didnt have that much to drink, but when i came out of a room tonight, i went upstairs, and the night dj goes "we saw you letting that guy finger you." umm.. what?! i honestly had no idea what he was talking about. at the start of the day, i told the manager not to let me leave if i was drunk because i havent had anything to drink in 2 1/2 weeks, and i didn't eat before i went in, so i was scared less alcohol would affect me more. so they took my keys away and wouldnt let me go, as i sat by the door and sobbed because no one would even talk to me. i went in the office and asked the manager what the hell was going on, and he proceeded to ask other girls in the office if i was slurring my words, which i wasnt, but of course he said yes (why should he even have to ask other people? he's the manager, things like this are his call. plus, they have a breathalyzer, which he never wanted me to use). i was on the phone with a girl i used to work with and she's seen me drunk and said i didnt sound drunk at all to her. anyway, the manager said he had it on camera, but didnt show me supposedly letting this guy finger me. after i talked to my friends for an hour, crying about how upset i was that i they would accuse me of such bullshit, i went back in the office and asked again for my keys. this time, the manager changed the story and said i was touching MYSELF in the room. now, i know girls here will say thats gross, but i dont make a habit out of it and i was barely even doing it. they said they saw the guy *trying* to do it after i did. ok, well trying doesnt mean he did it, now does it? and if that was the case, shouldnt they have come in and stopped whatever they thought was going on? the manager did say that the dj was out of line even saying anything to me, and said that i wasnt fired or basically even in trouble, that he just wanted me to drink less. why start all this if i wasnt even in trouble? and i found it very interesting that they changed their story and didnt show me what i supposedly did wrong. but again, "trying" means i didnt let anything actually happen. one of the girls took me outside and said that some of the girls there fuck for their money and if i knew i didnt do anything wrong i needed to brush it off and not care what they said. i know i should, but i do NOT want to work with people who think i do things like that.
on top of that, when i came in, i got the impression that they thought i was lying about my ankle, even though i fractured it at work and everyone saw how swollen and bruised it was. i'm sure they're annoyed that i only worked there 3 weeks and then was out for 3 weeks, but i think this punishment is a little extreme. i dont even know if i want to dance anymore after all this. i've never felt so disgusted in my life. maybe i'm just not cut out for it.![]()



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If I had to guess I would guess you are at scores or hustler I'm always hearing crazy stories about the management at these clubs.

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