I know I really don't know any of you very well, but I cannot sleep and I need to vent. Let's see where to begin, I have a 16yr old son who to be honest I can't stand. He is a loudmouth punk who never listens...I wish there was some way I could get him the hell out of my house. He does as he dam well pleases and it seems I'm powerless to stop him. Tonight he bloodied my ear and lip due to an altercation that got out of control. I don't know what to do.
On top of that tomorrow I have to get up at 5:15 am to go to a job I can't stand. I've been applying at other places but no luck so far.
I've been pretty down on myself lately....you know the too old, too fat, too ugly thing we all go through once in a while.
I'm also stuck in a relationship that is less than satisfying. Not to mention I have not had sex in over 4 yrs. God dam anti-depressants...at least that is what gets blamed for no sex drive around here.
That really doesn't help my opinion of myself either, you know? I mean am I so unattractive that......well you know.
Well I guess I'm done for now, I'm sorry about the post but I really don't have anyone else to talk to.
Kandy



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