Ok, I guess that most of you know I very rarely post anything that's super serious on here. I don't usually have any issues that I need advice on, but this has been weighing on my mind lately and I decided to get some outside advice. So...here goes...
I don't feel like I've ever been the "pretty" girl. I was teased a lot as a kid about my nose (which is large, I'll admit), wearing glasses, my body (big butt, etc.), and maybe a few other things here and there. I wasn't the unpopular kid, but I can remember being called "wicked witch" and one kid saying "All you need is a wart on your nose and some green make-up and you'd really look the part."
I'm overly sensitive about it...I still look in the mirror every day and wonder what people think of me. Do they think I'm ugly? Am I making this out to be more than what it is? It's constant. I don't feel like people see ME...just the "ugly" parts of me.
Mox says it's all in my head, but I seriously can't tell anymore. I'll be in the grocery store and see a pretty girl that has a larger nose and think, "Hey...she has a bigger nose and she's still pretty. Maybe that's what people think of me, too." I feel like an idiot thinking that, though.
When I take pictures I'll delete them if it puts me at an angle that makes my nose stand out. I sometimes like wearing my glasses because it keeps my nose from being the main focus.
I want to get it fixed- someday. Money doesn't grow on trees, though, and I've got to be patient until I can afford to have it done. In the meantime, though, I just need to get this out in the open.
I don't know what to think of myself anymore.![]()



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I know we all have stuff about us thats almost impossible to see past...and other people telling you not to worry about it usually doesn't change anything, but every picture I have seen of you, regardless of angles or distractions - has been entirely gorgeous.
Hi Deni 




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