All week long I have felt disgusting. My whole body just feels obese and flabby. I'm not obese, but I've gained a LOT of weight over the past few months, and I've just now realized how much. I'm back into going to the gym every day, but I'm still flabby and fat and disgusting. I need to get back into dancing but I can't bring myself to put anything sexy on. My boyfriend comes back into town on Saturday after three weeks of being gone, and even though I'm normally a total nympho, I'm dreading the sex because I feel so fat. I've NEVER had body image issues like this. I'm a size 8, which is not THAT bad, but I used to be a 4 (I looked best as a 6). I just feel like my whole body is coated in thick, squishy fat. It's so gross. I'm so depressed.


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Nice, very nice.


i feel like nothing i do is going to help!
Glad you're feeling better.


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