for making stupid, stupid choices!! the worst part was that i knew it was stupid and i did it anyway! when i first started at my new club i met this guy, we talked a while, and hung out a few days later. i was absolutely wasted when we hung out (i had just worked a double and had been drinking for 14 hours, the last few of which were spent in the champagne room) and we slept together. no biggie. but neither one of us talked to the other afterwards, i didnt stay over because britt=psycho when im that drunk. so anyway, no big deal.
cut to last night at work, where by the way, i did one lap dance. *one*. i made exactly enough for tipout. grr. so the guy was in there again, and i get the impression that i am not the only girl hes hooked up with from my club. so at first it threw me off and i wasnt going to talk to him because i was kind of desperate to finish the night with some money, but i ended up going over anyway. long story short, i went home with him, this time with the rule that i couldnt leave, i had to spend the night(his rule, not mine). this was stupid mistake number one. i know better!
stupid mistake number two was thinking to myself "hmm, i could get used to this..." when i know he's just a sweet talker! but when i havent so much as kissed a guy in the last 2 months, its nice to have somebody that wants to cuddle and say nice things and wake up in the morning and lay in bed for 2 hours just goofing off and cuddling! someone please talk some sense into me.



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