Well 4 weeks ago I decided to go back dancing again. I tried my hardest to keep a normal job. I thought maybe if I do, all the crazy drama will go away and I can live a normal life like everybody else. ---yeaaa right!! So over time, I realized.. "Fuck! I cant take it! Im sooo not normal! -I miss my frigging girls, my managment, the money, the POWER , & the CONTROLE! --Uh.. I needed to go back. When I did.. It felt sooo frigging good. The money is better. Life is just peaches and cream again compared to 2 monthes ago. So, I quit working at Ballys Total Fitness (worst job ever!) I decided to keep my Real Estate career and dance as my second job.
I have learned to be thankful that I have the balls to frigging dance basicly naked in front of complete strangers and hustle their ass for the money I make on them. Most "normal" people do not have the balls to do what we do. They have to kiss their boss's ass all day and work over 40hours a week for less money. =Crazy! And I find that more degrading than dancing. Not all normal jobs are bad, but most of the basic ones are.. in my oppinion.I swear, dancing is like an addiction.



I swear, dancing is like an addiction.
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