::Warning...If u open this expecting to read another of Xiomaras juicy drama stories...U will be dissapointed.Im happy!::![]()
Ive been gone for a while. Had to get priorities straight and Bellsouth wasnt one of them...but Im back again.All is fine. My girls are great,Azaia is sooo perfect. Sleeping all night, napping good, on formula because she got used to bottles while I worked at night. So no milk supply.But shes grpwing like a weed! Me and my husband are splitting again...he's ready,Im not. I just cant be in a relationship now...I feel like his mom. Some of my past posts give explanations. So I found an apartment and will be moving within 2 weeks. Im making good money at the club now. Bought a car a few weeks ago,I love it,something I always wanted.Im making enough to pay bills and take care of myself..so Im doin good. Ive been saving money also.I made a big trash bag full of money last Saturday night and still it sits in the middle of the floor uncounted. LOL So Im not hurting for money...for ONCE! I paid all my court fines and my record is clear..yay!! As far as Shawn goes..we talk daily on the phone,but no visits.Ive decided i wont keep Azaia out of his life,because I want her to grow up knowing him at least. He wont live with me,we wont have a relationship again..but I made it clear to him that if I find out anything about drugs,or he cant do right by his daughter, then we will be gone,and Im fine with that.I just gotta be strong and try to forget that the sex was the best sex I ever had. hahaha Just playin... I gotta do right this time. Not gonna be the dummy.Just a horny ass smart girl.ANNNNYWAYS.. Ummm..I think thats all. Basically, Im doin alright. Im back up on my feet after everything Ive been through and having a baby,and Im happy
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But shes grpwing like a weed! Me and my husband are splitting again...he's ready,Im not. I just cant be in a relationship now...I feel like his mom. Some of my past posts give explanations. So I found an apartment and will be moving within 2 weeks. Im making good money at the club now. Bought a car a few weeks ago,I love it,something I always wanted.Im making enough to pay bills and take care of myself..so Im doin good. Ive been saving money also.I made a big trash bag full of money last Saturday night and still it sits in the middle of the floor uncounted. LOL So Im not hurting for money...for ONCE! I paid all my court fines and my record is clear..yay!! As far as Shawn goes..we talk daily on the phone,but no visits.Ive decided i wont keep Azaia out of his life,because I want her to grow up knowing him at least. He wont live with me,we wont have a relationship again..but I made it clear to him that if I find out anything about drugs,or he cant do right by his daughter, then we will be gone,and Im fine with that.I just gotta be strong and try to forget that the sex was the best sex I ever had. hahaha Just playin... I gotta do right this time. Not gonna be the dummy.Just a horny ass smart girl.ANNNNYWAYS.. Ummm..I think thats all. Basically, Im doin alright. Im back up on my feet after everything Ive been through and having a baby,and Im happy
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