Well actually i posted last month which was my first post to get opinions on if i looked ready one of the reasons is b/c i have lost alot of weight and that in itself boosts my confidence so of course i look good to myself at 145 (which was where i was last mo.) compared to 183... So i wanted to get others opinions and after the 1st post based on majority of opinions i decided to wait and told everyone i would update (which is why the post this month).. and then i decided to take pics of the outfits i have so that i could get opinions on them and i love everyones advise on here and really appreciate the input and it does help. I mean really i couldve went in there wearing a body stocking with the red thing over it and looked like a total dork but luckily i came here 1st and almost everyone said omg dont wear that it dont look right lol.. not 1 or 2 but almost everyone so it must look really dumb

its not that i care 100% what people think about me cause thats not the case at all but im sure everyone here will tell me honestly if something just dont look right.. and thats good. Its not that im stalling really im just trying to get close to my goal weight of 125 but if this month goes by and im under 130 im going anyhow so it should be this month or early next for sure

I am really working hard to get to where i want to be and it also feels great when i update and everone tells me its noticable. I mean yeah i coulve went when i was 183 and auditioned lol but i knew i just shouldnt do that so i started to lose it its not that i was stalling then either really i just know better.. Im just not in a rush to go and we are ok financially b/c my hubby has a full time job of course the extra money will be good but in the meantime im just working on toning some more and getting stuff together. Ill have one more update and that will be the one when i know when im going in for the audition..
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