I didnt want to write this thread coz thinking about this is painful enough but I just need to get it off my chest I think.
Some of u will recall my thread in December "my dog has cardiomyopathy" and then the update when my beloved Zaine passed away on December 18th.
Well I am really miserable and sad coz I just miss him so much.
I keep having nightmares about him being sick and dying all over again and then when I wake up the next morning I'm extremely distressed over it.
Some days are better than others. Some days I look at pictures of him or remember something nice about him and I feel happy. Other days I feel so empty inside coz I just miss him terribly.
I cried hysterically the other day. It was the first time I have cried over his death since a few days after he died.
I don't understand why people say that time heals all wounds. I am finding as time goes on I just miss him more.



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