cos i know y'all feel me (god i swear im a closet american...)
so you know i had that drama last week where that girl started at me because i wouldnt let a custy in VIP with us lick my asshole and then later my friend defended me which ended up in a punch up between the two of them and theyve been suspended.
so im talking to the housemum last night about it and shes saying to me, shes annoyed because the bitch says she doesnt want to come back and the housemum is pissed off because she "brings a lot of money into the club".
so at around 2am, i ask to go home and she says no, so i say, im suffering an anxiety attack, im going home. like hello, you dont pay me to be there, why they fuck cant i leave when i want to? i havent made any money, so just let me go! so i left
but she has someone call me today to ask why i just left with no explanation. i said, i DID tell her why i was leaving and that i even cancelled my shift for tonight. she says i should hav just sat in the DR for a while! hello, can you say unsympathetic? i never earn enough to pay full commission at the end of the night, so why the fuck does she care wether i stay or go? they arent making money out of me, so why is she calling me up?
i feel like i should have told her to stick the job up her ass because id rather NOT work in a fucking brothel!
im so fucking angry because i am SICK of spending hours bullshitting and convincing and having to be one step ahead of arsehole guys trying to get something for nothing.
is it actually possible to make an honest, decent living in this industry anymore? because from all the stories im hearing it doesnt look like it.
all i wanted was to work a year in this job, make enough to spend a year travelling america and australia and settle down in either country as a surfer by day and dj by night.
is that SO MUCH to fucking ask!?!?
i am SICK of giving men what they want when they DONT fucking deserve it and i have to spend hours convincing them they want something they dont deserve and i dont want to give them.
so yeah, maybe im not cut out for this business, but i never thought it would be so hard to be attractive, intelligent, a sexy dancer and graciously get paid for it.
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