At the end of this week I will be walking away from going to my favorite local club, which I have attended for almost 2 full years. I only go there to see one girl, and it is safe to say after browsing your site, that I am what yall would refer to as an RIL. Haha, funny.
She is one of the most beautiful people I have ever met, and over the past few months Ive really fallen for her. However, she is in a relationship and has been for quite some time. I have never actually told her how I feel about her, but Im sure after countless occasions of spending well over $100 on her in a night that this simple fact is very obvious. My heart beats 10 times faster than it should when Im with her, skipping every other beat along the way.
The sad truth for me though is that this is not a mutual feeling. She has her life planned out for herself, money, dancing, family and etc. And she deserves to be very happy for the rest of her years. After last week it became apparent to me that I have to stop seeing her, for I will only make things worse for myself if I continue to spend time with her.
My question is, how should I go about doing this? I think I just want to buy one last dance, tell her that it was a blessing to have met her and spent the time with her that I did, give her a hug and a peck on the cheek and say goodbye. Your thoughts....
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Thank you for any comments or suggestions.
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Sorry for the long post
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