I've threatened to do it and here it is....
This is my thank you and appreciation thread for all you hard working ladies!!
I've wanted to do this for a while now but wasn't sure how you would recieve it.
Damnit!! I've been scared of people's opinions of me my whole life and now is the time to break free of that and just say what is on my mind!!
Those of you who have been reading my posts since I joined, pretty much know that, the image of dancers and clubs, that I had was pretty much what is in the media and religious propaganda. You will also know that I was intimidated, terrified, and uncomfortable entering a club for the first time...among many other emotions.
However, rathter than becoming the "hater" jealous bitch type...I became an admirer and fan. The dancers that I have seen in clubs have almost literally blown my mind and expanded it!!! They have also just by dancing alone challenged me to confront the REAL me that I have been trying to deny, bury and cover up for years due to my upbringing.
Now I sit here trying to think of how to say what is on my heart and soul to share with you. Sorry if it sounds goofball but here it goes.
This and another stripper forum have been the only ones to accept me as is and make me feel welcome. So far I've experienced no drama...just encouragement and acceptance. For this I thank every one of you that I've interacted with!!
Ladies you have given me killer beauty tips, and some tips that have saved me the irritation and pain of shaving my kitty...now my kitty can be silky smooth without the OW and OOOH!
Even though I do not dance proffesionally I have been grooming myself as I have heard you ladies do. MAN!!! Let me tell you there is tonnes of work to look that drop dead gorgeous!!!!
If the haters would only groom as much they might realize that sizzling sex appeal, and knock-em-dead killer looks are not as easy as it appears on stage!!
I also admire your athleticism both on the pole and wearing such high heels!!!! One day someone will have to teach me how to navigate such high heels without falling over or twisting an ankle!!!![]()
It might sound stupid but watching some of you work the pole has me sitting like some new recruit at the feet of a Guru...![]()
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I have left an SC with wet panties from watching dancers do their stage shows!! Honestly!!!! I am in awe, and almost a state of worship half the bloody time...so much so that when I offer tips sometimes my hands tremble and I hope the dancer does not see it!!
I have tried to imagine what it feels like for you when you dance and when I do things get moist for me and trying to feel your sensual movements as you perform them feels pretty damn good in my imaginiation!!!
I have to admit that my first few times during the infamous SPREAD, I have looked comparing what I see to what I have myself, and for a while it made me feel insecure about mine. I never thought I would see the day when I would think one kitty would look prettier or more pleasing than another!!![]()
My husband has told me that since we went to our first SC together that I have changed so much and for the better he does not mind if I drag him to every SC in every city we go to!! He has told me that I am far more relaxed, sexy and easier to live with. Not only that, but the fact I am visiting these forums, and enjoy the work you ladies do...and aspire to hopefully do myself one day...he has said it makes me far hotter, desireable, and ULTRAsexual!
Strippers and Strip Clubs HELPED our relationship!!!!
So thanks to you!!!




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