I feel like I'm a failure at 22. I feel like I'm not really good at anything, be it stripping, school, relationships, friendships, getting what I want, etc. My life has just been filled with problems forever.
Why do I feel like this now? It's been a bad week.I dropped the two classes I was taking that I paid for myself to work on things for my day job as to not get fired. And now I might get fired anyway. On top of that, I worked a a mandatory day shift on Sunday and made like 50 dollars. I NEVER do that badly, but I was so worried about my other job I couldn't relax.
I did a grand total of my debt the other day, and it is $8,325.83.
My employers -- or ex-employers -- owe me $2,835.
I have no degree. I don't really have any special talents. I used to have hobbies (guitar, knitting, photography) but lately I haven't been doing anything. I haven't worked out in a very long time.
I need to save myself. I want to get my own apartment. I started a savings account. I'm going to work tonight and every other night this week just to catch up and feel a bit better about everything.
I used overdraft protection on my bank account and it cost me $20. I had no idea there was a charge. And this sent me over the edge today. I really need to get it together.


I dropped the two classes I was taking that I paid for myself to work on things for my day job as to not get fired. And now I might get fired anyway. On top of that, I worked a a mandatory day shift on Sunday and made like 50 dollars. I NEVER do that badly, but I was so worried about my other job I couldn't relax.
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I'm not doing very well in one of my classes and it just all went downhill from there... Thoughts like, "I'll never graduate, I'm too stupid to have a degree, I'll be bad at my future career if I even get there because I'm too stupid, I'd probably be broke if I tried to strip as a full-time job. I suck at life." But just a month ago, I felt super smart and on top of everything. Try to calm down. Things will start going up... At least that's what I've been telling myself.

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