Work... is... killing... me....
Seriously...
I've become so fucking devoted to my job, a workaholic and just plain stupid.
Im working my ass into the ground... my body is falling apart...
But I just cant stop...
I need to work... not just because of the money... but because im addicted!!
I want to work non stop because every booking I do my show seems to improve more and more.
The physical toll its taking on me though is killing me
I only do 22 shows a week(sometimes a few more) shows are 18min here and they're high energy... its a good cardio and full body workout lol ..
Just my back is killing me... my shoulder.. my knee... im bruised head to toe... im emotionally drained and finding myself drinking more... and I never used to drink...
But I just cant seem to say 'im taking a week off'.
Im determined to be the best and to be the best requires to work...
I think I have a problem... lol



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