Alright, I've been out of the game for almost 6 months, and I left so abruptly without being smart and planning every single thing out. Now the finances are NEGATIVE and I have been auditioning at some clubs. I worked at a slightly ghetto club to stay out of the craziness of the city clubs, but that didn't work out. I felt stupid dancing there. I didn't know if it was the ghetto spot, or dancing but I left after one night. So I went back to the city and auditioned at another club. I was told I was gonna get hired, but i never received a phone call. So, discouraged, I retreated back home. Now, with things becoming so late that threats were coming, I'm going to go to another club to audition at. I would like to go back to my old club because of the flexability, and the comfort level, but it has begun to be something else with the ways girls are going about making money. I just hate this, when you're going in to make money and it's not coming. You think you're done with dancing because you've been at it for a while, and truth is you're not because the money situation is not straight. I definitely have a different perspective on dancing, I just don't want to go back into that same loop again. Does any of this make sense?



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