im so fucking depressed.
boys suck
but ill pretend im okay, that's what i always do!
im so fucking depressed.
boys suck
but ill pretend im okay, that's what i always do!





I'm fucking pissed.
I keep offering M money so I can use his credit card for things online but the douche is like 'I don't wanna see you throw away your money' so he fucking controls every purchase. I'm offering him extra and he's even offered the service so it's not like I'm fucking using him.. he just gets to DECIDE what I buy with MY money because we have to use his credit card.
Which is bullshit. If I want something and am willing to pay for it, I should get it.
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Sigh, I am in a boys suck type of mood too though for different reasons. I wish things would move along much faster!





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Think like a man
Act like a lady
Work like a dog
- My Great Grandmother Bessie's Recipe for Success
Why don't you get your own credit card? Has it got to do with your visa or something? Man I can't stop the credit cards from piling in. Half the time I don't even know how they find out where I live!! I move so often even my own mother can't keep track.
And on the credit cards I do have they're always upping the limit. Urgh. That reminds me, I need to pay off my stupid effing evil GO (GE) Mastercard.
GE are the evil masons of the 21st century I'm convinced. They control us all.. my soul! How I wish to get it back.
The world's most uncoordinated stripper





Because I'm not a citizen or resident.
So basically I can't leave the shithead until October and I can't get a credit card until October.
Until then I'm pretty much verbally abused every day.
Look like a woman
Think like a man
Act like a lady
Work like a dog
- My Great Grandmother Bessie's Recipe for Success





What pisses me off is I don't see the big deal.
All I wanted was like five whole dollars so I could buy stupid little virtual stuff for an online pet thingy on Facebook. Like.. I'm being controlled because he doesn't think it's 'okay' to spend five dollars on something small for myself.
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Act like a lady
Work like a dog
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Get one of those gift cards from the post office. I bought one because I didn't want to get a credit card and you just put a certain amount of money on it and then use it. So it is like a debit card but makes transactions that appear like they are being made by a credit card online.
Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.





^ Oh thanks! I was looking into a prepaid credit card but I'll do that instead.
And then I'm gonna buy my stupid pet pixels for five dollars.![]()
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Work like a dog
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Yeah I'd totally understand if like, I wanted to buy $400 in pixie sticks on his credit card (and even though I'd still be paying for it)... but this is $5 for some little golden dollars to buy a fake pet stuff online so your pet can be happy. Something small, stupid, cute... yannow, one of those things that makes you happy for a good few hours/days for five bucks... and like 'NO.. I don't like seeing you waste your money!!'
And I've been working ALL weeked, over 35 hours in two days and when I was cleaning I was all, 'Oh, I found fifty dollars I missed on the floor!'
and he was all like, 'You have a really screwed up sense of money.'
Like...wtf...? I was all happy I found fifty dollars I missed and I'm fucked up because it's more than most people miss? Am I supposed to be SORRY or something? Like, gee, sorry I dropped a fucking fifty and found it? wtf?
Look like a woman
Think like a man
Act like a lady
Work like a dog
- My Great Grandmother Bessie's Recipe for Success
It sounds like you live in a nut farm Lysondra. ugh, other peoples shit, who needs it! Roll on October.
In other news I met a cute French Canadian rapper whilst I walked from the train station yesterday afternoon. I have the feeling he is going to turn out to be 20 or something. I forget how old I am sometimes, but he seems ken so maybe I should mention it now...





Supposed to come home today. I really wanna stay in Maine alone for the next week. I have no desire to go home. At all.





Lol, after all that fighting I convinced him to give me $20 for the pixelpet anyway.Men.
Look like a woman
Think like a man
Act like a lady
Work like a dog
- My Great Grandmother Bessie's Recipe for Success
^^^Yaaay!
Hmm, FC rapper is 22 and still keen. I have man greed. Or maybe Im just extremely shallow cos look how easily Ive been distracted! An hour ago I was pining over last weeks catch.





Two ways you can go: Take advantage of his little controlly issue by using him as your "don't spend it conscience" and save more money. Or, start asking his permission for every little thing. "M, should I brush my teeth now? Should I wear blue socks or pink today? etc. Drive him crazy for sport.










AHAHAHAHA.... I'm so doing the second one now.![]()
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P: *playing with pixel pet* See, this was so worth twenty dollars to me. Virtual property be damned, it's fun!
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