Okay, this may sound pretty frivolous but it's a problem for me. I recently developed a huge crush on someone. I don't crush easily (probably for about 2 years) and it's incredibly distracting. I think about him constantly. I'm trying to draw it out, esp. since I don't get many chances to see him in real life, so I don't think I'll be able to do anything beyond internet flirting for a while.
And it is just messing up my game. Last night... well last night was pretty bad (one of those nights where over 2/3rds of the night girls leave but there are still not enough customers). But me? I stayed sitting in the back, or by the dj booth, or at the bar, and only approached about 2 guys all night. But I was fine with that because I just was thinking about this guy the whole time. It doesn't help to imagine him there (bla, I don't even think he knows about my job) and I had no success trying to motivate myself with images of blinging champagne dinners or anything.
Can someone give me any advice? It's such a problem for me because this feeling in myself is really rare and I'm having trouble dealing with it b/c it just takes over eeeverything...



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