Alright, so I'm 5'6 and rougly 115 lbs. I'm obsessed with my stomach. It makes me cringe when my husband touches my lower tummy and love handles. Sometimes, when I'm feeling fat I actually get mad at him and leave the room when he touches me there. I don't feel uncomfortable stripping or being naked while having sex. In my head, there is a small part of me that knows I'm not really fat but it feels like a bigger, louder voice is calling me a total fat ass. When I go into work, I eat at weird times, for example it's 1:00 and I'm about to eat "dinner" and not eat anything else for the rest of the day so I don't look fat when I go into work. When I get up in the morning I always look at my tummy to see if I look fat and then I'll plan out how much and what I can eat for the day. Last night, for the first time, I actually felt that I ate too much junk food yesterday so I consciously made myself throw up. After I threw up I felt much better. Is this a normal obsession?




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