Last Monday I was kind of smacked in the face with the realization that I'm 20 pounds over my ideal weight. I've been working out like a fiend and only a week later I'm already looking better - tighter and a bit slimmer, with the glow of exercise. I've been eating healthy, doing at least an hour of cardio at the gym six days a week, staying active the rest of the time, all that jazz.
So I REALLY need money and I've been wanting to get back into dancing, but I had a really frightening bruise on one breast that I needed to heal up. I know I haven't got a chance in hell at a good club when I'm 20 pounds overweight, but I chose my most slimming outfit (see pic) and hit FIVE clubs tonight. ALL OF THEM turned me down - they didn't even give me an audition. They just said they had enough girls and didn't need anymore.
Is it really that slow these days, or am I too fat to be dancing right now? Tell me honestly, because I'll keep trying if y'all think I should. Or maybe I should go get a minimum-wage job at damn Blockbuster and forget about paying down any debt until I lose this weight. I would like to be debt-free AND sexy by August, or at least not starving. And shit is SLOW at the dungeon.
So tell me, should I give up until I lose the weight or is it really that slow right now?


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good luck!!

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