It's pretty bad. So, it's time for me to look for a job to work at until the baby is born. But, everytime I think about it, my heart starts to beat really fast and I get really nervous. What if they don't like me? What if they don't hire me? What if I don't do a good job? Will I cry when I get my first paycheck because it's gonna be so small?
All of these "What Ifs" are really getting me down. Boyfriend isn't really pushing me to get a job [yet], but I know that I only have funds to cover my own bills (car note, cell phone, etc...) for a few months and I don't really want to spend all of that money when I am capable of working and then leave my responsibilities to him once I'm out of dough.
When it comes down to it, I know I'm getting myself all worked up over nothing. I've never had a problem getting and keeping a real job, even when I was dancing at the same time. But I'm still just a ball of nerves over it.
I've already left a message for one company to call me, as their employment line directed me to do so. Also, I've set up an appointment at a temp agency for Wednesday morning and I filled out their online application. It's just baby steps for me. I just am having a hard time dealing with this downtime and not knowing.
I think I'm gonna go take the dog for a walk this afternoon, that should help clear my head...


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Some people can be real butts about hiring a pregnant woman though, so expect that to happen and just keep in mind that it's not you.

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