Cue the band, its a pity party.
Tonight my girl L decided to have me come out to her place for a few glasses....er bottles of wine to help me feel better, and vent about today.
I told T that my plan was to drive to L's place (in the next town) and have a few drinks. I didn't intend to get drunk, but I did....
So I called T around 11:30pm (he was out with the guys) to ask if one of the guys could drive him out to get me and drive my truck home.
T tells me to stay at L's as he is too drunk to drive, and not to worry, have fun and all that BS. I haven't had a girls night in forever, and whenever we go out, he's the one who drinks and I ALWAYS stay sober to drive. This was my one time to just cut loose a bit and have some girl fun. I never get a chance to drink, because I am always forced to be DD.
Well, 2:00 am rolls around and he calls me to tell me I have to come home because he's forgot his keys and can't get in the house.
Now its cold out and I start to worry about him getting hypothermia and being stranded outside. So now I am pissed off because I do not condone driving drunk or buzzed, but I feel that I have to get home to let him in. I had no money with me for a cab, no one to drive for me....
I drive exactly the speed limit all the way home....to get shit on by a drunken ass. I am pissed at him and at myself for even driving and risking a DUI. Fuck, I'm still drunk now!
Needless to say, I have opted to sleep on the couch as I need to set the alarm, and can't be bothered lying next to him without resentment. I am fuming at the fact that he said earlier, "I won't drink much and will be home early." Then tells me to drink all I want, have fun yada, yada, yada....to this.
Today was an all-round shit on Sinder day. I just had to vent before I caved into temptation to beat him into a coma.(I wouldn't really, but I mad enough)



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