A burn-out is when you're so stressed you can't even make money... but I'm making TONS of a money because with all the work I've done, I've proven myself and she's given me shift after shift after shift. This week alone I'm booked-out.
I'm so tired. I want a break. But the going's good, y'know? I've got a fat savings, bought myself some brand stuff, paid off my car.... of course, this means I can also AFFORD said vacation.
Can you have burn out in the private industry? I mean, when I had burnout in clubs, I'd come home with $30, angry and crying. Now I come home with $1200.... angry and crying. I turn down high paying jobs just because I'm too tired or it's too late or they didn't book me sooner. Yadda yadda.
I just wanna... cry. I wanna take a vacation. I wanna visit a hot spring and say FUCK OFF to the world.
But if I go now, won't the agent see me as a slacker? Will I lose even more work than I intended?
*spaz*
I hate this. My entire career isn't based off what people think of me, it's based off what ONE PERSON thinks of me. *cries*



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