Ok fuck it.. seriously im done with this shit!!!
No matter where I work im constantly told im either a) too classy or b) too intimidating because of my stage show.
Every single customer I talk to, no matter what club or how I try to present myself. I am not capable of pulling off the slutty ditzy girl, its just not me... and nothing else works for me![]()
Okay whatever, im in Toronto, I have regulars... well I thought I did...
One customer after I was done in the VIP with him(no Viewer NOT you), I asked him to take my friend from out of town for a dance cuz she had a super bad weekend(I wasnt worried about her stealing him because she doesnt live here and is just passing through)... well he took me for like 10 dances I think... then took her for like 15.... ugh... thats a kick in the ass...
Next regular.... he text msgs me when he gets here telling me hes here, I said okay, im just getting ready to go on stage so i'll come see you when im done.... I go see him when im done my show and he goes 'oh well you took too long so I have another girl im going with now, how about next time?'![]()
Its been constant shit with customers lately.. I cant take it anymore. Random assholes in the bar piss me off.... most of them make my skin crawl with shit they say/do.... and the rest of them just cant be bothered with me....
The rare customer I can get seems to insist on violating me... they grab my hips and try to hump my ass... or try to shove their fingers places they shouldnt be shoving them... or try to grope me and molest me and blah....
I dont know what it is... im really starting to feel ugly and pathetic
I mean it shouldnt bother me because I get paid for stage dancing... but its damn expencive to get into featuring... im constantly spending money on costumes, hair, makeup, tanning, nails, pole classes, travel etc... I need private dance money to help me get by until I can stop shelling out money into everything... plus it is contest season so I need extra money to do the Miss Nude contests to get more titles to get more bookings.... ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck there are some days I wonder why I got into this![]()



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,you dont need to change a thing. you way to hot for us suck ass men anyway.

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