It's fucking 6 am here, and I can't sleep. I'm wired for some reason this evening. I think money is making me intense , not lack of but actually earning it.
So I was doing some thinking, and having felt a girls brand spankin' new silicone breast implants I've decided..damnit I'm trading these puppies in for new ones. and then that started that snow ball plastic surgery effect...
you all know what i'm talking about. YOu start off with one thing to do and end up with a goddamn list. My only issue is does my plastic surgeon do them, silicone that is. Because I don't want saline anymore. Don't get me wrong I have no issues, other than weight and now because I've lost so much weight I have no real tit on top of it. Meaning if I squeeze around I can feel the bag. I dont like that feeling.
What did I do ? I fucking emailed him at 6 am lol. But it won't look so bad because that's like 7 am their time.
I've decided I'm going to get these things done.
Silicone implants
Tip revision on my nose ( shortened and evened )
Fat filler under my eyes and around my mouth
Fluffing of my lips but just a tiney tiny bit. because they do thin with age.
I'd like to get this all done at once if i can manage it. Provided he does the silicone otherwise I'll do the other 3 or 4 things at once with him and go to someone else for the tits. Which will suck because that's more scheduled time off. AlthoughIm sure I could swing it all to be healing at the same time.
I'm stoked on the plan. And by christmas I'll be healed and feeling great ..all settled into my new tits as the swelling will be finally gone.
Oh and i'm going to have him remove moles that NEED to be removed while Im under the knife.I mean fuck it, might as well .
My veneers will be next summers goal as the braces will be off by then and it'll be the same cost as what I'm getting done
which is 15 grand. I just did the math.
Now, I've done this before. and truth be told I've made this number in one night. NO LIE SWEAR ON MY KIDS. people actually on here can attest to this. Now I doubt I'll hit that number again in this life time. But i've hit 10 grand twice. So who knows. When it all boils down I'll need 20 grand to save to not only have the surgery but take 2 months off ( 2500 a month just in living expenses )
This is now my goal. I plan to do this surgery by the end of August / Start of Sept. Infact I'm going to make it a ticker damnit. I've always accomplished anything I've ever wanted and damnit this will be no different. I have other shit I want to do this summer but this is the main event.
Anyone else pushing something huge at the end of the summer? Or working really hard to pamper yourself at the end?
I think its better to set huge ass goals sometimes. You would be amazed at what you can accomplish once you set and complete one. Which is the only fucking reason I'm setting this way out of league one.
I'm going to have to work literally 6 days a week and sometimes 7 and most likely 10 hour shifts, to save that and live like I do now. I think it will be a great distraction from the internal drama and give me focus on something bigger. I'm actually also writing a book so that's a seperate goal as well because my bf happens to be my publisher lol so Im not allowed to slack.
So whats' everyone elses?


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