Ok all I can say right now is aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!! So...if you havent read my other threads, I decided to go check out the gold club in SF, by myself today. Im in there for less than 5 minutes when a dancer starts chatting with me. She was super friendly and encouraged me to audition. Now, this was my first time in a SC so I said I might wait. Then 2 other girls encourage me to try, so...I did it! They gave me shoes and an outfit, how nice is that?
I did 2 songs, only problem is that in my nervousness I completely broke the rules. Once your top comes off, youre supposed to stay behind the pole and not accept tips. I think I was getting most of my tips at that time....I just wasnt thinking. They said if that continues, I wont last long, but hopefully I can learn to think while Im dancing and not screw that up again!
Aside from that, they loved me! I got $32 in just my audition!
Problem: My bf doesnt know I went today. He is uneasy about the whole thing and I told him I would take it slow, and not jump into anything. With this in mind, I told them I could start in 2 weeks. Do I tell him what I did today, saying that I will only accept the job if he is comfortable? Should I take him to the club before then? Im thinking I should, cause it was ridiculously tame today.
Sorry, Im rambling now, and typing wayyyy too fast cause Im so excited/scared about what is going to happen with me and my bf. I will NOT sacrifice my relationship for this, but I want it so bad![]()



Reply With Quote

Bookmarks