So, I got my period today, after spending $$$ on a box of three tests last night. But, my period is weird. I used a light tampon, and it was in for several hours and when I pulled it out there were only like two little dots on it. The first one I used today ha dhardly any on it either.
I have been wearing tampons for the last few days while waiting for it to start, could that have messed things up?
Also, it's usually very very light, but not this light.
For instance, sometimes I can leave a tampon in all day, forget it, and when I rtemember before bed and take it out, it is hardly soaked. And the blood is black, which my doc said ws from my lining being so thin, but this doc has given me bad information before, so I don't trust her. I am about to lose my health insurance for the summer, so I'm afraid to get diagnosed with any sort of pre-existing condition and possably be denied when I reapply in september through my new school.
My mom and sister have pcos, but I was given an ultra sound and had 0 cysts, other than some type of felopian cyst you get when ovulating. Endometriosis deals with cysts too from what I understand so that is out.
For a quick review, back in feb 06 at the age of 21 I was told that because I hand't taken a break at all since I was 14 from bc, my body thought it was going through menopause. My utarine lining got down to just 3?mm when anything below 6 is basically menopause. Except, I was havnin light spotting all month and when it was really time for my period not a single bit would be there. I did the estrogen therapy up untill last june, then she wanted to see if that was enough, but still wanted me on bc. It came back and thats when she decided to take me off. Or more like I told her.
I just feel like, hey, I've been off of birth controll since october trying to get my body back to normal, and it's just not working. I feel that my 0 interest in men and lack of desire for anything is related to this. Hell, the guy I'm sleeping with I don't even really want to sleep with, I just reeeeaaally like his company. I have no interest in sex anymore. I don't know if thats because of the sexual assault thing from last aug either. I'm sure it doesn't help with the desire department. But, fuck, I just don't feel like a woman anymore.
I want to have the long lasting messy bright red period of a normal female. Hell I don't even know if I trust the diagnosis anymore. Has anyone ever had anything similar? Did you ever get back to normal?
Also, my cycle is between 20-24 days. I have been checked and cleared for stds. I just keep feeling like maybe it's not the menopause thing. Simply because this doc has made really stupid mistakes before. I hope I made sense, I've had a bit to drink.



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