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    Default I don't really wanna be here anymore...

    You ever look around and just think "this fucking sucks!" Now, i don't wanna mislead anyone, the "i don't wanna be here anymore" means exactly what it states. I look out over my FUCKING desk, and i think "Motherfucker, i started at a desk 25+ years ago and i never stopped. I'm 33, at 19 i got the feds on my ass, then got behind another god-damned desk." I'm sitting there looking outside, thinking "where the fuck am i?" I'm soo sick of this. Some fucking retard screws up his computer and i have to fix it, and i CAN'T even tell you how stupid it is nine times out of 10. I won't get into details but it is RETARDED half the time. I wouldn't have a problem if it was home users, but these people should really know better. That's annoying.

    I have a buisness loan that actually looks like it might come through. I'm also seriously looking into driving a rig (THAT is how much i want a change of scenery). Those two combined, for a time, I don't have to do anything but drive for a few years AND i can run a buisness (on the 8th day, god created nextel).

    I'm just ranting. If i ever see a tie again, i'll scream. If Men can think they run the world why can't they stop wearing ties? How fatalistic is it to start every day by tying a little noose around your neck?

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    Dude,

    I wont tell you I know how you feel, because it's all relative.

    EVERYONE burns out, and no one understands this. What makes these situations worse is that in your business, you're too be the answer man who has no other life and desire than to serve.

    So under appreciated that chances are you're superiors and their clients condescend to you by telling you in one form or another how you shouldn't in ANY WAY be upset with your job. You should be happy!

    There is a huge fucking world out there. Books, Art, People, Interesting things, and yet you're to be happy plugging in day after day after day and looking at a screen. Like you could never possibly want more from life.

    I tell you bro, if I didn't demand travel once a month, and start mobilizing my work base and forcing only projects I wanted to do, I'd be fucking gone.

    I have a damn good employee that I am beginning to force to separate from all his work and go someplace (even on my dime) with no connection or computer connection just to keep his mind fresh. But even he's too brilliant for the cap this market has to offer.

    I'm preparing myself to move on as well, in a good way.

    Rant away man. I could too
    People are not ruled by their memories.

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    You should live in a van like me. It's a great way to escape the dominant culture.



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    Yeah, i drive a rig and i take a pay cut. But i figure my business might take care of that. 'Tween the two of us we just might got a 200,000$ loan if not more, maybe. It's the payin' that fucker back that's the kick in the ass. My buddy's got all kinda problems in his joints, so he can't go nowhere. Thought he had some funky kinda cancer for a while but it turns out it's something else, so he could stay. But i dunno, man, i fucking hate it here.

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    Mind if I ask if the 200k is for a trucking business?
    People are not ruled by their memories.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lena View Post
    You should live in a van like me. It's a great way to escape the dominant culture.

    Yeah, easy to do that when you're a hot chick and you can get doctors to buy you cars. Me, i'm a skinny guy. Not gonna cut it. The buisnessmen interested in me, i don't want, trust me.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Mastridonicus View Post
    Mind if I ask if the 200k is for a trucking business?
    Nooooooooooooo. The loan is for a consulting firm. I'd have techs that would work under me (I know a couple, they worrk under me now). I just want to see something aside from houses and cows, and i want to eat for the time being. Which is why i say i might do it for a little while and then stop.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Madcap View Post
    Yeah, easy to do that when you're a hot chick and you can get doctors to buy you cars. Me, i'm a skinny guy. Not gonna cut it. The buisnessmen interested in me, i don't want, trust me.
    We arn't bought cars that often, ya know.

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    Quote Originally Posted by sc0101 View Post
    We arn't bought cars that often, ya know.
    Oh, come on. I'm cheezin ya!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Madcap View Post
    Oh, come on. I'm cheezin ya!
    Uh huh, all you mens think us strippers have it easy! :p

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    Quote Originally Posted by sc0101 View Post
    Uh huh, all you mens think us strippers have it easy! :p
    Hey, you could... theoretically... convince some dumb fuck to buy you a car. No way on god's green earth could I ever do that. So

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    I know how you feel, at least my all but one of my employers has been liberal enough I've not had to wear a tie.
    I've come a long way since I believed in anything, and I've come half way around the world.

    Where you come from is gone.
    Where you thought you were going to was never there,
    and where you are, ain't no good unless you can get away from it.

    -Quote from a mix of Ministry's "Jesus Built My Hot Rod"

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    Quote Originally Posted by Madcap View Post
    Hey, you could... theoretically... convince some dumb fuck to buy you a car. No way on god's green earth could I ever do that. So

    Dress up formally, stand outside a fancy restaurant, and when they give you the keys give them a dollar.
    I've come a long way since I believed in anything, and I've come half way around the world.

    Where you come from is gone.
    Where you thought you were going to was never there,
    and where you are, ain't no good unless you can get away from it.

    -Quote from a mix of Ministry's "Jesus Built My Hot Rod"

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    Hope you find something more fulfilling to you soon! Burnout is a definite sign that you're ready to move on with life.

    Okay I'll say what I really came into this thread to say... I just looked at your gallery picture and I think you're really cute.

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    Quote Originally Posted by cherryripeboyII View Post
    Dress up formally, stand outside a fancy restaurant, and when they give you the keys give them a dollar.

    See, much easier than dancing for 3 minutes.

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