...in my neck area.
kinda weird, but theres a series of some kind of like... lumps? close to my esophagus. definately strange.
and its painful.
its not on my skin... its like... inside.
not freaked out yet. haha! but definitly weirded out.
noticed it when i woke up, and its started hurting, kinda like a bruise.
which, considering my weird ass dream last night, could further interesting-ate things.
its not my glands... like when you get sick. but more towards the center... like if i poke at it, it pushes against my esophogus and chokes me. maybe i should stop poking it?
just thought i'd share that tidbit of kind of gross information with you...
poll: who here thinks i should
1-go the dr asap
2-see if it goes away, and if its still there in a month go to the dr
3-ignore it and eventually possible die from some sort of mysterious throat cancer
i'm voting for 3. because i HATE going to the dr. problem is, its not that far from likely. my mom just told me that apparently my uncle had hodgkins disease when he was 21. and that he almost died from it. (hodgkins is cancerous swelling of the lymph nodes in the neck area)
however, i'm pretty damn sure i dont have it. because:
1-hodgkins is supposedly painless. i'm experiencing pain, although that might be due to the poking...
2-i'm not that lucky.
3-i dont think its my lymph nodes. unless my lymph nodes have moved recently, and didnt give me their forwarding address.
i hope you all have wonderful hodgkins disease free nights, and lives (in the event that i die a sudden drastic, and weird lump-in-the-neck related death)
goodnight!





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