
Originally Posted by
sun child
It seems like lately the customers have been cheaper and ruder around here. It's affecting my confidence. Last night some guy said "You look like you've recently had a kid!" while staring directly at my tits (which do not defy gravity because they are real and Ds). Every guy seems to be a complete broke ass or in a horrible mood. Where are the customers that come in spend money and don't try to break the rules or proposition me? Maybe I'm just losing patience for the scene...but this party ain't fun anymore. I am happy at work while making money (staying busy the whole time) but when I feel like I'm just listlessly wandering around (and there are three girls sitting by the video poker machine and one just plopped down at the couch) and getting rejected it makes me a sad panda. I keep thinking it's me. Maybe I'm putting too much hustle in my actions and it's turning people off. Maybe I need to lose 10 pounds? Maybe I'm not uber-stripperish enough. I am doing about the same as some of the other girls if not a little better so I'm not sure what's going on. How could it be me if I made great money 3 weeks ago? It seemed to be slow all around. But it's getting me down that so many guys are saying no...I should have made plans to travel or do something else during this time which seems to be really shitty. I really need a good night...I am thinking of looking for another place to work.
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