I think I need to take some time and consider what I am doing with my life. I am about to turn 22 and in my 4th year of my BA at school. This year, my mind was really else where and my grades were all over the place as a result. I got 2 As, 1 F and 1 C and 1 D grade at school. My academic advisor told me that I have been placed on probation because of the F and D grades I made this year (although my overall year average was "in good standing"). I have decided to take school part time this year and actually pay for my education instead of taking out a loan again. It will allow me to work, make money, and really get to know myself.
I have started a vanilla job because stripping in my area just isn't cutting it. My vanilla job is about 40 hrs a week, but when school hits back I can reduce my hours. Dancing in small town Ontario, I was only making $150 on a good night and I had to be on my feet in those stilletoes for 5 hrs. I was getting called racists names by some of the girls (I am Asian) and when I went to the DJ about it I was completely humiliated. So I went to the owner of the place and was basically told that because I am "chinese" I would have a hard time here. I am not even Chinese! LOL. Just because I am oriental does not make me Chinese! So I picked up and left. I am young, curvy and Asian and most of the girls at that club were older and white.
I want to start working at one of the clubs in the city of Toronto or surrounding area, one or two days a week. It would be a 2 hr drive to get there.



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