So I am very, very, very, very intimidated after working my first night shift at the new club. Every single one of the girls is absolutely gorgeous, they all have amazing, very toned bodies, and they all are really good dancers- I spent pretty much the entire time in the DJ booth just watching their stage sets and trying to understand how all those tricks work. A really nice dancer showed me how to do a couch dance, so I understand better now, it's a lot more contact than I was envisioning... more bodyslides and closeness than dancing. I made $145 after tipping out the DJ, bouncer ( who I didn't even and house fee, and paying the cab home. So I really probably made around 200, which is pretty good, but I still feel really inadequate compared to the other girls in terms of aesthetics and talent.
Partially because I just got on a plane and moved 3,000 miles across the country by myself- so I am feeling very out of my element and out of my comfort zone, and also because there was no pole, floorwork, couch dances or even leg-spreading at my old club- so this is like starting new all over again...
agh. I didn't even feel this intimidated when I first started dancing, what is wrong with me!!!!


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You're right. It's getting a little better, last night was a lot better than my first night, I made 237 after tip out and taxi- which is what I made on a "bad" night at my old club, so I'm getting there.

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